Escape the Trap..... 3-A

I actually can't believe I'm putting this up..

First song ever written by moi

Next song soon to be published :)

btw this is actually rap. Hence why I'm a hip-pop junkie

Enjoy

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.

There’s no way for me to get back.

But I’ma keep trying to find my way,

Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.

There’s no way for me to get back.

But I’ma keep trying to find my way,

Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

These shitty voices and words keep holding me back

But I’ll keep moving forward because there is nothing I lack

My body is strong enough to fight the haters

Who keep fucking around with me and rate us

I suffer due to those words

That has thrown me to the ground and it’s like herds of words,

That keeps bothering me and smothering me

And holding me back because I ain’t close to elite

So I’ll continue to travel this shitty track

Then I may fall into another trap

But I’ll find my way back home

To the place where my sanity can roam.

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.

There’s no way for me to get back.

But I’ma keep trying to find my way,

Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.

There’s no way for me to get back.

But I’ma keep trying to find my way,

Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

The rumours they say are a load of bullshit.

Trust is a strong word but nobody follows it.

The people that do are the ones with the standards in life’s track

While the other fuckers are caught in a world,

Of alcohol, whores, cigarettes and drugs,

Their all nothing but stupid motherfucking thugs

And There’s nothing they can do about it

Because this way is like a drug and they’ve been hit

But I’m not gonna become and turn out like that

Because those fuckers will be seeing my back

As I turn and escape this pressure on me

Because I’m gonna live my life to the fullest of glee

No matter what happens, no one can take me down

Because at one point I’ll be wearing that crown

Of triumph and I’ll find my way to escape the trap.

And if I face this, I’m never coming back.

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.

There’s no way for me to get back.

But I’ma keep trying to find my way,

Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.

There’s no way for me to get back.

But I’ma keep trying to find my way,

Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

I’m caught up behind these bars

The journey to get out is just too far

This show has given me a certain fright

Not even Houdini could get out alright

I wonder sometimes if my ancestors went through all this.

With out the bullying and the internet and shit

Sometimes I wish the rain could wash it away

And then a smiling sun would come out the next day

This depression is not only a illness of the mind,

It’s a disease of the soul, worst of it’s kind

These drugs aren’t helpful making me feel noxious

I wish this could all pour out as if I was porous

And through out this song I’ve been saying to escape that trap

Even though I feel there is no way out and back

But I gotta keep trying to find my way

Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.

There’s no way for me to get back.

But I’ma keep trying to find my way,

Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

Out of this shit hole to triumph my way

Out of this shit hole to triumph away

To escape that trap, to triumph my way

Fake smiles, all that while~

Those fake smiles,
All for awhile,
Seem like they mean something,
But it’s a bullshit pile.

Those fake smiles,
All for awhile, 
Made me fall in love with you
But it should not have happened, so lets turn the dial.

Those fake smiles,
After awhile,
Looked ever so fake,
Not so real for a mile.

That Fake Smile,
All that while, 
Broke someone’s heart,
And will be broken for awhile.

This picture was suppose to say in it's face,
Every woman's face, is too beautiful to define in a drawing
So
Insert Emotions
By 3-A (me)

Soul's Show

Your heart may be broken,

But your soul is forever strong.

Your heart may not hold it

But your soul will last so long

Your stuck in the spotlight,

Knowing nothing what to do.

Even though you can’t improvise,

The show must go on through.

Being 15

The year goes quick

Parties are hectic

Meeting new friends

Or falling in love in the end

But it all breaks apart

When the tears start falling down

Your only friend is alcohol and pot

Can’t listen to anyone but music and the lot

It’s sometimes too hard

And getting out of it is too far

You feel all locked up

And there’s nothing you can do… But

That’s how life goes aye?

And soon this will all be at bay

So let’s live our lives to the fullest potential

Because we have to move on and not let go

i want to go outside….

sit in the rain….

listen to the thunder storms…..

mesmerize the lightning…

so it looks like i’m not crying…..

looks like I’m not bleeding….

and let it wash all my problems…

You can't please anyone

You eat, You’re fat
You don’t eat, You’re a freak

You drink, You’re an alcoholic
you don’t drink, You’re a pussy

You read, You’re a nerd
You don’t read, You’re Stupid 

You tell a secret, You’re an attention seeker
You don’t tell a secret, You’re still an attention seeker.

You let someone in, You’re easy
you don’t let someone in, You’re too uptight 

You smoke, You think you’re cool
You don’t smoke, You’re a pussy

You’ve made out with people, you’re a slut
You haven’t made out with anyone, your a frigid little bitch

You wear a V-neck and tight jeans, You’re gay
You don’t wear V-neck and tight jeans, You’re unfashionable 

What will please you? Anything?

Swirl to Shake It Up~

“She’s, an extraordinary girl, in an ordinary world and she can’t seem to get away,” Extraordinary Girl-Greenday

“Love is Evol, Spell it backwards, I’ll show ya”

Space bound-Eminem 

“Take a look around, don’t you see it? See that your are the only real face in the room. No one here has a clue what your feeling, Don’t feel bad, keep your sadness alive”
Misery-Good Charlotte 

“We all want something else, (we all want something else), We all want something we can’t have”
Something Else Good Charlotte 

“Is anyone out there? Feels like I’m talking to myself, No one seems to know my struggle or anywhere I come from”
Talkin’ 2 Myself-Eminem

“You show me nothing but hate, You ran me into the ground, But what comes around goes around, so What you say (Don’t hurt me, Don’t hurt me, No more)”
No Love Feat. Lil’ Wayne-Eminem

“When the whole world sleeps, I’m wide awake, From the push and shove gonna find a way, With the sun in my scope, Im’a find a way, to walk on clouds when the skies are grey”
Walk on Clouds feat. Bliss n Eso-M-phazes

“We’re gonna get there baby, Shit even if it drives me Crazy, We’re gonna straight to the top of the globe”
Take it From Me feat. Illy-M-Phazes

 ”It’s the way she walks It’s the way she speaks, It’s the way one smile sweep me off of my feet”
She- Horrorshow

“Have you ever had a day that you wanted to erase, Tear the page out of the history books and try again?”
“Hush child, From the joy to the pain, It will all wash away in the Rain”
The Rain-Horrorshow

“I, I’ve been on my G.R.I.N.D. I’ve been on my G.R.I.N.D. For so long”
G.R.I.N.D. (Get ready it’s a new day)-Asher Roth

“Who are you to tell me how to live my life? Cause I won’t Give this up, These are my shoes, My view, My cue to say that I do Give a fuck.
And pretty soon I’ma bloomin it’ll be alright, Everyday’s a chance to ignite, I’m addicted (Uh-oh), I’m Addicted (Uh-oh), I’m addicted to the universal feeling called life.”Addicted-Bliss n Eso 

A list of songs in General that are good

You’re never over-Eminem
Inside story-HorrorshowItchy Feet-HorrorshowCan’t Wait-Illy
No Other-Feat Mark Pearl-Urthboy
Your Thing-Urthboy 

Racism in sport

Hey all,

Well lately I’ve been interested in the Gaelic football scene and i decided to watch some past highlights of the International rules competition on you tube.

first of all the games were brutal and cool.

But I was really disgusted when I saw the comments of the videos.

To see for yourself look up International Rules highlights and look up any video.

There are Racist remarks from both Ireland and Australia.

Such as Paddybashing?? Where the fuck did that come from?

Australia being called stereotypical names and the same to the Irish.

What happened to the No racism around the world??

Why can’t people look pass their differences? 

And whats cowardly of them is that they are doing it on the internet. No wonder the younger generation is being corrupted. This doesn’t help the situation.

Another example is The South Korean football campaign on the 2002 World cup.

Look up South Korean 2002 Worldcup or South Korea Vs Spain/Italy 2002 

The racist comments towards the Koreans is ridiculous.

Spanish and Italian people have been complaining for 8 years that these games were rigged.

This then moves on haters, putting on videos of Korea doing some pushing and shoving and cheating.

I mean obviously they haven’t seen the tricks and games that the Europeans do. It’s an attempt to win a game, so blood rushes to your head and you do stupid things.

But now they have even made racist remarks towards Korea in general. What the fuck?

It’s fucking ridiculous what these people do just to prove a point which was 8 years ago.

They obviously need to get out and breathe the fresh air.

First words, first rant

It feel's like that every year of school is hell to me. Despite the fact, I get to meet my friends constantly and i get a good edumacation, the fact that they keep injecting the fact that the future is going to be harder, is not cool.
Take this as an example,
Recently we had a seminar/lecture on good study habits. I would like to proudly say, thanks for the help, but your fucking freaking the crap out of me. Not many people know that I get easily anxious.
How has this study shit made me anxious?? Well lets just say first of all, it made me think about my future. It made me think about how my life will be during my HSC/AST (depending what I want to do with myself) and after when I become independent.
I'm worried that my future won't turn out the way I want it to turn out.
Exams all the time tend to freak me out because this all will be accounted in for my future.
I quote,
"You have to get into good habits now,"
It's absolutely hard to get into any good habits these days. Everything is happening so quickly and I feel like I'm so busy. I have my Social Life, My Academic work, My Sport, My fish keeping hobby and many more.
I wish Life could have been made easier for people.
Another reason why it's making me even more anxious is that they lay on these things so hard on us.
Like why can't things be easier and slower? You don't dump the fish in the tank straight away, you let it sit in the bag in the tank for awhile and slowly move it in to the tank.

Another Subject of Anxiety is the world's future. I believe in Global warming and that, and I'm worried as shit.
Our generation is going to suffer because of the pollution.
Like a few example's are The Day The Earth Stood Still, 2012 and the Day After Tomorrow.
I know people say it's a movie, but what if it's true? Maybe not how the events occur and that, but what if something disastrous could happen? What If aliens were out there looking over Earth. They could have this amazing energy source that never runs out and is environmentally friendly. But they wouldn't give it to us because Countries would make bombs out of it? Climate Change is affecting the globe all round and it's not a natural thing when your starting to get a hotter planet with more hurricanes and that.
And How about the Environment??
May I ask do anyone reading this know about the Belo Monte Dam?
This is a huge Dam that is being built in Brazil. It's going to destroy a whole city, local indian communities are going to be flooded, so much Co2 will be in the Atmosphere because of all the tree's being cut down, that it's going to take decades for the dam to even catch up, animals are going to be displaced and more than one thousand species of fish could possibly become instinct in the wild. Like WTF?! President Silva, should actually think this one through properly.
And I ask, how many people know about this?
....
not many and not enough to help stop it. Green peace I'm guessing are trying their best with protests, but i say it's time other countries got their hands on to this.

So Basically what I'm trying to say is that, I'm scared.
I'm afraid of whats going to happen to basically everything.
Life's a Bitch

Thanks for reading,
3-A