Monday, November 15, 2010

Escape the Trap..... 3-A

I actually can't believe I'm putting this up..
First song ever written by moi
Next song soon to be published :)
btw this is actually rap. Hence why I'm a hip-pop junkie
Enjoy

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.
There’s no way for me to get back.
But I’ma keep trying to find my way,
Out of this shit hole to triumph that day
I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.
There’s no way for me to get back.
But I’ma keep trying to find my way,
Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

These shitty voices and words keep holding me back
But I’ll keep moving forward because there is nothing I lack
My body is strong enough to fight the haters
Who keep fucking around with me and rate us
I suffer due to those words
That has thrown me to the ground and it’s like herds of words,
That keeps bothering me and smothering me
And holding me back because I ain’t close to elite
So I’ll continue to travel this shitty track
Then I may fall into another trap
But I’ll find my way back home
To the place where my sanity can roam.

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.
There’s no way for me to get back.
But I’ma keep trying to find my way,
Out of this shit hole to triumph that day
I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.
There’s no way for me to get back.
But I’ma keep trying to find my way,
Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

The rumours they say are a load of bullshit.
Trust is a strong word but nobody follows it.
The people that do are the ones with the standards in life’s track
While the other fuckers are caught in a world,
Of alcohol, whores, cigarettes and drugs,
Their all nothing but stupid motherfucking thugs
And There’s nothing they can do about it
Because this way is like a drug and they’ve been hit
But I’m not gonna become and turn out like that
Because those fuckers will be seeing my back
As I turn and escape this pressure on me
Because I’m gonna live my life to the fullest of glee
No matter what happens, no one can take me down
Because at one point I’ll be wearing that crown
Of triumph and I’ll find my way to escape the trap.
And if I face this, I’m never coming back.

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.
There’s no way for me to get back.
But I’ma keep trying to find my way,
Out of this shit hole to triumph that day
I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.
There’s no way for me to get back.
But I’ma keep trying to find my way,
Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

I’m caught up behind these bars
The journey to get out is just too far
This show has given me a certain fright
Not even Houdini could get out alright
I wonder sometimes if my ancestors went through all this.
With out the bullying and the internet and shit
Sometimes I wish the rain could wash it away
And then a smiling sun would come out the next day
This depression is not only a illness of the mind,
It’s a disease of the soul, worst of it’s kind
These drugs aren’t helpful making me feel noxious
I wish this could all pour out as if I was porous
And through out this song I’ve been saying to escape that trap
Even though I feel there is no way out and back
But I gotta keep trying to find my way
Out of this shit hole to triumph that day

I can’t find a way to get out of this trap.
There’s no way for me to get back.
But I’ma keep trying to find my way,
Out of this shit hole to triumph that day
Out of this shit hole to triumph my way
Out of this shit hole to triumph away
To escape that trap, to triumph my way

Fake smiles, all that while~

Those fake smiles,
All for awhile,
Seem like they mean something,
But it’s a bullshit pile.
Those fake smiles,
All for awhile, 
Made me fall in love with you
But it should not have happened, so lets turn the dial.
Those fake smiles,
After awhile,
Looked ever so fake,
Not so real for a mile.
That Fake Smile,
All that while, 
Broke someone’s heart,
And will be broken for awhile.
This picture was suppose to say in it's face,
Every woman's face, is too beautiful to define in a drawing
So
Insert Emotions
By 3-A (me)

Soul's Show

Your heart may be broken,
But your soul is forever strong.
Your heart may not hold it
But your soul will last so long

Your stuck in the spotlight,
Knowing nothing what to do.
Even though you can’t improvise,
The show must go on through.

Being 15

The year goes quick
Parties are hectic
Meeting new friends
Or falling in love in the end
But it all breaks apart
When the tears start falling down
Your only friend is alcohol and pot
Can’t listen to anyone but music and the lot
It’s sometimes too hard
And getting out of it is too far
You feel all locked up
And there’s nothing you can do… But
That’s how life goes aye?
And soon this will all be at bay
So let’s live our lives to the fullest potential
Because we have to move on and not let go
i want to go outside….
sit in the rain….
listen to the thunder storms…..
mesmerize the lightning…
so it looks like i’m not crying…..
looks like I’m not bleeding….
and let it wash all my problems…

You can't please anyone

You eat, You’re fat
You don’t eat, You’re a freak
You drink, You’re an alcoholic
you don’t drink, You’re a pussy
You read, You’re a nerd
You don’t read, You’re Stupid 
You tell a secret, You’re an attention seeker
You don’t tell a secret, You’re still an attention seeker.
You let someone in, You’re easy
you don’t let someone in, You’re too uptight 
You smoke, You think you’re cool
You don’t smoke, You’re a pussy
You’ve made out with people, you’re a slut
You haven’t made out with anyone, your a frigid little bitch
You wear a V-neck and tight jeans, You’re gay
You don’t wear V-neck and tight jeans, You’re unfashionable 
What will please you? Anything?