First words, first rant

It feel's like that every year of school is hell to me. Despite the fact, I get to meet my friends constantly and i get a good edumacation, the fact that they keep injecting the fact that the future is going to be harder, is not cool.
Take this as an example,
Recently we had a seminar/lecture on good study habits. I would like to proudly say, thanks for the help, but your fucking freaking the crap out of me. Not many people know that I get easily anxious.
How has this study shit made me anxious?? Well lets just say first of all, it made me think about my future. It made me think about how my life will be during my HSC/AST (depending what I want to do with myself) and after when I become independent.
I'm worried that my future won't turn out the way I want it to turn out.
Exams all the time tend to freak me out because this all will be accounted in for my future.
I quote,
"You have to get into good habits now,"
It's absolutely hard to get into any good habits these days. Everything is happening so quickly and I feel like I'm so busy. I have my Social Life, My Academic work, My Sport, My fish keeping hobby and many more.
I wish Life could have been made easier for people.
Another reason why it's making me even more anxious is that they lay on these things so hard on us.
Like why can't things be easier and slower? You don't dump the fish in the tank straight away, you let it sit in the bag in the tank for awhile and slowly move it in to the tank.

Another Subject of Anxiety is the world's future. I believe in Global warming and that, and I'm worried as shit.
Our generation is going to suffer because of the pollution.
Like a few example's are The Day The Earth Stood Still, 2012 and the Day After Tomorrow.
I know people say it's a movie, but what if it's true? Maybe not how the events occur and that, but what if something disastrous could happen? What If aliens were out there looking over Earth. They could have this amazing energy source that never runs out and is environmentally friendly. But they wouldn't give it to us because Countries would make bombs out of it? Climate Change is affecting the globe all round and it's not a natural thing when your starting to get a hotter planet with more hurricanes and that.
And How about the Environment??
May I ask do anyone reading this know about the Belo Monte Dam?
This is a huge Dam that is being built in Brazil. It's going to destroy a whole city, local indian communities are going to be flooded, so much Co2 will be in the Atmosphere because of all the tree's being cut down, that it's going to take decades for the dam to even catch up, animals are going to be displaced and more than one thousand species of fish could possibly become instinct in the wild. Like WTF?! President Silva, should actually think this one through properly.
And I ask, how many people know about this?
....
not many and not enough to help stop it. Green peace I'm guessing are trying their best with protests, but i say it's time other countries got their hands on to this.

So Basically what I'm trying to say is that, I'm scared.
I'm afraid of whats going to happen to basically everything.
Life's a Bitch

Thanks for reading,
3-A